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[05 May 2006|08:22pm] HAPPY BDAY TO ARLEEN..CANT AWIT FOR DA PARTY..GONNA BE CRAZY ;] TODAY WAS SOO MUCH FUN. AFTER SCHOOL...ME,PAIGE,KRYSTAL,STEPFY,JERRY,E-MONEY,EDWARDO,BECCA,CHARLES AND MELISA ALL WENT TO EAT AT BK ON CSUN...&& THEN WE MET UP WITH EDDIE,ALEXISA,AND SUM OTHER PPL. AND CHA ! SO MUCHH FUNNNNN =] =] ( FUNN ) ♥

NEW FAVE. SONG... [19 Apr 2006|05:51am] ...TAKE THE TIME...&&READ THE LYRICS... [Talking] This goes out to someone that was Once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen… You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don’t know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you You’re number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart Chorus I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x] I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain Damn it, I’m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work What about when you Looked into my eyes Told me you loved me As you would hugged me I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I’m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind Chorus I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x] [Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but… No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my baby Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying Chorus I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x] [Talking] And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me I just want you to be happy ♥

[15 Apr 2006|03:12pm] [ music | Love you down- inoj ] WEEK END WAS FUNN...CHUNKIE CHEESE HEHHE AND THEN MOVIES WIT... VICTOR [FROM FROST]HIS FRIEND MARK,NATALIE,SUZY,RAUL,HIS GIRLFRIEND,ASHLEY,AUSTIN,BRITTNEY,AJ,JAMIE,AND SUM OTHER PPL... OMG LOOK IMA GET MA TATTO LIKE DIS [MY MOM SAID I COULD !!!] [wit stars around it,and on the heart a banner that says "smile now cry later"] and ima have it on my hip bone,around there!! ohh and the smile now thing comes from the song it goes like "my friends say ill never be with you,so i should move on and be happy..so for my friends ill SMILE NOW and CRY LATER for you" =] .001// ♥

[13 Apr 2006|02:20pm] So,yepp. This spring brake has been pretty fun. 2Day Im going to CHUNKIE CHEESE HEHEH. omg i havent been there in 4ever..2morrow : Mall/movies wit Sus,Evol[natalie],chan,stepfy,imari,christena,and maybe abby. and some other people like masey,michelle,eddie,carlos and all dem. CHAN: YOU BETTER BE ABLE TO GO 2MORROW ! LOL MEMBER I GOT RIDE FOR U THERE AND BACK KK? IMISS YOU! NEW BACKROUND =] ♥

[09 Apr 2006|11:44am] PiCTURESS..RANDOM. ( look ) .002// ♥

[01 Apr 2006|03:48pm] [ mood | happy ] WHAT A NIGHT.. ( look ) .004// ♥

[27 Mar 2006|05:13pm] ( <H1>MY SCHOOL MADE HISTORY ) .009// ♥

[20 Mar 2006|04:06pm] [ mood | happy yet BLAH ] [ music | i keep it to ma self-monica ] I looked at you a thousand times This time when I looked at you There was somethin?new How could I be so blind We shared our secrets in the dark And though we were only friends I don't know when the feeling changed within my heart Baby Ooh, I keep it to myself baby Ooh, I'm fallin in love with you Ooh, The harder it gets cause You don't know the love I'm feelin Ooh, I keep it to myself baby Ooh, I'm fallin in love with you Ooh, I don't wanna push you away Cause no one makes me feel like you do I dream of you all through night Holding you tenderly right here with me Wrapped in my arms so tight But when I start to tell you how I feel You tell me 'bout someone new whose right for you If you only knew my loves for real I'm wonderinif you feel the same way I do Then we both could be together forever Why do I hide all my feelings inside If I know your the only one for me The deeper that it gets The harder that I fall, fall baby UGH. its so hard to truly care about someone,and have them care about u back..but they are taken. [long story] PE WAS THE FUCKING FUNNIEST SHIT EVER OMFG. I WILL NEVER 4GET TODAY IN THE GYM PLAIN VOLLEYBALL WIT MY VOLLEYBALL CHEERLEADRS! LMFAO OMG WOW. AHAHHA .001// ♥

[13 Mar 2006|03:49pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Everything im not-The veronicas ] school was great....started off with smiles and laughs,and ended in hugs and tears.... school was great..we had silly string went crazy and had a blast. the classes today was great n fun and everything was going GREAT. then in 5th period im watching a movie sitting next to *HIM* and i get called outta class... i come back crying =[ this sucks. why me? i didnt even do shit WE didnt even do shit jus cuz we did something...i mite be gettin kicked outta school. && just blah..theres more. but the "more" i rather keep to myself. .002// ♥

[07 Mar 2006|08:03pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | "tell me when to go" ] Alright. Sooo as of now i fucking HATE... people all up in my business. heres some advice to *those* people up at my school... GET A LIFE...AND STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MINE. =] .002// ♥

[04 Mar 2006|08:15pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | girl-paul wall ] WELL... DRAMA: FUCK HATERS...I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT LIKE ME BUT DONT MAKE UP SHIT THAT YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A CLUE ON !! AND THEN WHEN I TEXT U OR SEND U A MSG DONT ACT LIKE IT DIDNT HAPPEN,HAVE THE BALLS TO WRITE ME BACK. LOVE LIFE: IM SPRUNG && HAVIN FUN JUS BEIN SINGLE...BUT HOPING TO GET WIT *HIM* FAMILY: ONE MIN IT CAN BE GREAT,OTHER I JUS WANNA GET OUT OF THE DAMN HOUSE. SCHOOL: OK..THINK IM DOIN ALRIGHT IN SCHOOL. MY WEEKEND...went to dee mall on friday wit ashley,kristen,brittney,jamie,diana,rachel,dicky,paul,aj,jose,alex && his lil bro...fun times :) .003// ♥

[25 Feb 2006|10:24pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | "Juicy" by Pretty Ricky ] "ITS NOT A PARTY UNLESS THE GUYS DO SOMETHING CRAZY && THE GIRLS DO SOMETHING WILD" HAHHAAH. wow. crazy nite =] .001// ♥

[23 Feb 2006|04:11pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | so sick ] so yea... today started out fun. pe was crazy fun wit my group nut. was wutever 3rd was good. and then lunch comes and *SOMEONE* acts like he doesnt know me,and can hug everygirl in one group,see me. and not say shit. and then when i say no to SOMETHING he acts like i did something wrong. fucking guys i swear *tear* *the only good* There was a guy...and stuff happen. We didnt talk for so long..and we started to talk again today ♥

[21 Feb 2006|07:24pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | E-40- Tell Me When To Go ] SO CHEA !! NEW THiNGS... -- i liek a new guy -- im over an old guy RANDOM... --haha today in pe was the funniest thing ever..WE BROKE THE PAPER! lmfao omg ahahah --i already have a fuckin D in math..how does that shit happen??? --i mite have brought my F up in science..I HOPE --A CERTIAN BITCH CAN GO SUCK ON A NUT =] chea !! RANDOM IN SIDE JOKES "Dont go coughing red hair balls now!"-arleen and momo "look a pole!..lets dance"-Michi "Five R!!"- Imair thats it. <3 peace and ♥ .001// ♥

LMFAO [17 Feb 2006|10:42pm] Teacher: I dont like it when u say 4reals! Danny: 4reals?? Teacher: yes stop it Danny: 4reals?! Teacher: YES Danny: ok..4fake??? lmfao omg ahahhah fun day. ilove u chan thanks for everything .001// ♥

*BoReD* [16 Feb 2006|04:54pm] LOL WOW TODAY WAS SO MUCH FUN "SHAKE THAT ASS FOR ME" - ME AND ABBY LOVEE DANCIN IN THE BATHROOM "GO BUILD A BEAR..U SLUT!" -ARLEENIE THE WENNIE "OMG I JUS ATE 400 CALIORES...THATS SOO NOT SEXXY" "I LIKE BIG DICKS N I CAN NOT LIE" AHAHAH k im out loll im booored! .001// ♥

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